Thursday, December 24, 2009

I believe...

that there will be a Godiva Chocolate in heaven. And I believe their drinks were created by God himself to make believers out of mankind.

My friends.. I believe!!!!

What better way to spend the day of Christmas eve than at the Opry hotel with family, good friends, Santa and Godiva chocolate?!?!?!
Now I'm off to watch the rest of Polar Express with my babies, read the story of the birth of Jesus, track Santa one last time and then put the kids to bed! Food has been put on the lawn for the reindeers, cookies have been made for Santa and hot chocolate with extra chocolate has been consumed! It's Christmas!!!!!!!
Merry Christmas my dear friends!!!

Our new family tradition

With everything going on this yr, I wanted to somehow find a way to teach my children that Christmas isn't all about world posessions-- toys and candy and of course COOKIES. So for FHE this week, I read the kids the story about Santa telling the guy to teach the children (story posted at the bottom) and explained to them what the symbols of Christmas mean. And I wanted to mainly focus on the giving- not the receiving part. I think they enjoyed it. So on Tuesday, I contacted a safe house/homeless shelter in Nashville and asked if my family could come in and bring some things and also take a tour and learn about what goes on in the shelter and how it helps and affects others.
So I had the kids go through their old toys and I went through clothes and shoes and *sniff sniff* my bags as well as a bunch of food Ive gotten lately with my new coupon addiction. We collected a lot and on Wednesday took it all to the shelter. They were very grateful and the lady took us around and explained that this was a family shelter and each family that comes in has a small bedroom for all of them. And how they go to this place when they have absolutely no where else to go. She said that one lady had contacted them because her and her children were sleeping in the TRUNK of their car because she was scared to sleep in the back seat. It was absolutely heart breaking. But we left feeling so good that we were able to help play a small part in some families lives and look forward to being able to help them out more in the future. We plan to do this and other acts of service in the upcoming years. It made me realize how lucky we actually are. These people have no where to go.. we have 2 homes to go to! These children have no clothes and shoes and we were able to round up boxes of extra clothes and shoes to give them! They have no toys and Reese was able to give them one of his FIVE lightsabers. They have no food and I was able to go into our food closet and pull out boxes of stuff that Ive gotten for free over the last few weeks (thank you coupons and b1g1 at Publix!).
So this is a great reminder to me when I'm feeling down in the dumps about our situation that we actually are rich because we have each other. Money may be tight and we may be struggling to sell our house and our kids are wearing hand me down clothes but we are happy and healthy and have a roof over our heads, food in the fridge, presents under the tree and we have the love of our family.

Merry Christmas Eve everyone!!!!

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Just a week before Christmas I had a visitor. This is how it happened...I just finished the household chores for the night and was preparing to go to bed, when I heard a noise in the front of the house. I opened the door to the front room and to my surprise, Santa himself stepped out from behind the Christmas tree.

He placed his finger over his mouth so I would not cry out. "What are you doing?" I started to ask. The words choked up in my throat, and I saw he had tears in his eyes. His usual jolly manner was gone.

Gone was the eager, boisterous soul we all know. He then answered me with a simple statement. "TEACH THE CHILDREN!" I was puzzled; what did he mean?

He anticipated my question, and with one quick movement brought forth a miniature toy bag from behind the tree. As I stood bewildered, Santa said, "Teach the children! Teach them the old meaning of Christmas. The meaning that now-a-days Christmas has forgotten."

Santa then reached in his bag and pulled out a FIR TREE and placed it before the mantle. "Teach the children that the pure green color of the stately fir tree remains green all year round, depicting the everlasting hope of mankind, all the needles point heavenward, making it a symbol of man's thoughts turning toward heaven."

He again reached into his bag and pulled out a brilliant STAR. "Teach the children that the star was the heavenly sign of promises long ago. God promised a Savior for the world, and the star was the sign of fulfillment of His promise."

He then reached into his bag and pulled out a CANDLE. "Teach the children that the candle symbolizes that Christ is the light of the world, and when we see this great light we are reminded of He who displaces the darkness."

Once again he reached into his bag and removed a WREATH and placed it on the tree. "Teach the children that the wreath symbolizes the real nature of love. Real love never ceases. Love is one continuous round of affection."

He then pulled from his bag and ornament of HIMSELF. "Teach the children that I, Santa Claus symbolize the generosity and good will we feel during the month of December."

He then brought out a HOLLY LEAF. "Teach the children that the holly plant represents immortality. It represents the crown of thorns worn by our Savior. The red holly represents the blood shed by Him."

Next he pulled from his bag a GIFT and said, "Teach the children that God so loved the world that he gave..." "Thanks be to God for his unspeakable gift. Teach the children that the wise men bowed before the holy babe and presented him with gold, frankincense and myrrh. We should always give gifts in the same spirit of the wise men."

Santa then reached in his bag and pulled out a CANDY CANE and hung it on the tree. "Teach the children that the candy cane represents the shepherds' crook. The crook on the staff helps to bring back strayed sheep to the flock. The candy cane is the symbol that we are our brother's keeper."

He reached in again and pulled out an ANGEL. "Teach the children that it was the angels that heralded in the glorious news of the Savior's birth. The angels sang Glory to God in the highest, on earth peace and good will toward men."

Suddenly I heard a soft twinkling sound, and from his bag he pulled out a BELL. "Teach the children that as the lost sheep are found by the sound of the bell, it should ring mankind to the fold. The bell symbolizes guidance and return."

Santa looked back and was pleased. He looked back at me and I saw that the twinkle was back in his eyes. He said, "Remember, teach the children the true meaning of Christmas and do not put me in the center, for I am but a humble servant of the One that is, and I bow down to worship Him, our Lord, our God."

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

My boys... see the resemblance???

Reese and Rielly went to a bday party for the Gates twins and one of the activities was to face paint. Rielly got a butterfly and a rainbow.. all cute and girly. Reese however wanted this:

to look like his daddy!!! You can't tell they're father and son can you???

Thursday, December 17, 2009

One of the reasons why I love Nashville!!

Phil Vassar at the Tin Roof
CD Release and signing party!!!
Yes my friends- I was there! Right in front of the stage.. up close and personal! And he was amazing! And beautiful!! Very entertaining! And best of all? IT WAS FREE!!!!

Who is Phil Vassar you ask? Repent and then google!

This is why I LOVE Nashville!!!!

God bless country music!!! (stop gagging you haters!) lol

Jen and I.. SUPER excited to be there!!!!! This girl rocks!!!

Phil and Mr Craig Wisemen (again.. google!)

Abby and Aunt Jackie- Abby wasn't sleeping. Just refusing to get her picture taken!

Look how stinkin close I was! And how pretty he is!

Yup.. plays his own music. *sigh*

His guitar player.. amazing

Walking by me..

We're in a picture together!!!

Another band member. That hair rocks! Apparently it changes colors.

He's a Rockin!!!

My friends Mikal, Abby and Jennifer with Phil and the beautiful Burberry Scarf!!!

Walk Through Bethlehem

For the last several yrs since moving to the south, we have made a tradition of going to the city of Bethlehem to relive the life back in the day of Christs birth.

We were thrilled to find out that Nashville also had one! So this past Sunday we were able to take a Walk Through Bethlehem!

Each December here in Nashville, the Woodmont Christian Church fills its south lawn with sheep and hay. Their southeastern courtyard is filled with goats and camels. The wooden floor of the gym is covered in four inches of mulch. Woodmonts members put on costumes and full body makeup, the churchs lower floor coverts completely to a representation of First Century of Ancient Isreal on the night of the birth of Jesus.

The kids absolutely love it! It was so exciting to be able to watch them walk through Bethlehem and enjoy all the sights, sounds and tastes of those times so long ago! All the children got a doll that was made for the children back then and Reese learned how to write his name in Hebrew. We saw how wine was made and olives crushes for olive oil and bread was made, how brass was polished and how baskets were weaved. They also heard the story of how the savior was born and had to search through Bethlehem to find the baby. And they took that mission very seriously!!!
This was a wonderful way to feel the true spirit of Christmas that I fear I have been lacking! To see the excitement of the baby Jesus really pulls me out of the hussle and rutt of Christmas shopping and stress and into what the season is really all about!

I have to apologize about the darkness and quality of the pictures. I took them on a lower resolution with my blackberry because I don't have the sd card for it yet and without it, I only have a limited number of pictures I can take. Lesson learned!

On our way to Bethlehem!
Rielly is holding a soldiers shield that is as big as her!!

The excited kiddos standing in front of a fruit stand in the city

Reese and his shield.. he'll need one to fight off Darth Vader!!

They found the baby Jesus!!!

Not sure what they were doing.. I think they were looking at big ol smelly fish!

Friday, December 4, 2009

Slacking again...not a happy post

I really haven't had much to post about these days. There's so much I want to write but can't but I will say I have learned things lately that have absolutely changed my outlook on life. I have been dissapointed beyond belief.
****just so you know.. this all has nothing to do with my husband****
A part of me is broken.. a bond that I have held on to for 30yrs. The rope that at one time was so strong and that has sadly weakened throughout the yrs is now barely being held together by a thread- if that. And I don't think I want to hang on anymore. My heart is broken. I will admit I am extremely stubborn and I have a hard time letting things go and I say things that maybe should be left unsaid and I get myself in trouble- I am in trouble. But theres a time and a place when situations shouldn't be brushed under the rug. When things AREN'T best left unsaid and ignored. And I can't agree with something that I was raised to avoid... I can't agree with something that I feel with every fiber of my being isn't right. And because of this, I have no choice but to say goodbye to what I guess was just a fantasy... I have to say goodbye to this idea of having a roll model and now just see the shell of someone I used to know who has become someone I don't want to know.

I am sad. and hurt. and dissapointed. and angry. Not just for me but for my children and for those that are waiting for their chance at eternal happiness.

The up side is that I am seeing more and more everyday how wonderful my husband is. I sure have taken him for granted for the last 8yrs. But he truely is an amazing man. And I am so lucky to have him in my life. He is so good to me and I love him so much. I have made mistakes and have been stupid before but I know that he is the one meant for me and that because of the promises we made and because of everything we have, I will do everything that I can to not jeopardize our happily ever after. I would say I will never do anything... but sadly what I have learned lately is to never say never. And that people will dissapoint those they claim to love the most.